Another Hell Weel Ahead

i guess now would be the time to push the panic button... i'm swamped with work and i could still laugh about it, for the moment anyway... but i've got to work extra hard cause i'm sure this week would be another week of countless pressures and stresses and the second term winds down to an end... come to think about it, i might just write something like summary of my second term after it ends... as for now, got to get back to work...

Hell Week and Happy Stuffs

at least it was last week... talk about not getting enough sleep...... i mean i went to bed at 4 am last monday, 11 at tuesday, 2 am on wednesday and around 11 on thursday and they woke me up at 6 am in the mornings.... well, a lot of things happened last week but i rather not divulged into much detail....
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well, on the good side of things, i managed to put up the bulletin board and it looked so cute. got a few more chapters done and got more inspiring reviews to steam me ahead, but i'll have to find time for it as quizzes are railing their way...
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i really want to give those people responsible for a lot more work for us a piece of my mind.... i mean because of them, we have a lot more stuff to do than we already have.... they're lucky they're not as busy as the rest of us are... on top of school work, we have extracurricular activities that require our attentions as well... i really wished they had been a silent bunch from the first time we had embryo class.. grr..........

Honto ni Ureshi desu

i've received three good review for my new story and i can't help bu inform the whole world who reads my blog...
i'm not that good a writer yet, but i'm happy that people appreciate my hard work... i'll have to try to work faster and come up with good storylines for next time, but first things first, i've got to finish this one or i won't be able to give my friends, well mostly girls, a copy of it as their christmas gifts... for the guys, i;ve still got to think about something else... i can't really pciture them reading a story like that... so.... hehehe i'm so excited... i'm all fired up... but i still need to go to bed soon for i;ve still got classes to attend, bulletin board to put up... and whatnot... got to finish chapter 4 tomorrow... and maybe even start on chapter 5.... wah!!! i;ve already told peachy how it's going to end.... but got to work on the body still........ sigh......... i'm going to bed a happy woman... hehehe.... :)
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oh, if anyone's interested to read it.... here's the link, although i'm not sure if i'm allowed to leave links in my blog...
so sleepy... (--.)zzzZZZ
www.fictionpress.com/~sakurajen
just look for one who gets three reviews and three chapters long, for the moment anyway.... hehehe

Anger

i feel it inside,

writhing,

waiting,

for a chance to strike.

it coiled up so tightly,

its eyes ever staring,

her jaws at ready,

for that one chance.

to bite down an enemy,

it would choose not,

for it had built up so long,

it would bite though it be wrong.

the time is ticking,

i wonder how long i'll last

to hold back a chain

so long had stayed fast.

my grasp might be slipping

for all i know,

and still i wait,

fretting even more.

like a volcano it shall burst forth,

outcome unknown,

but my heart yearns release,

from the snake coiled within.

a simple trigger might cause it to blow

and all the anger shall flow,

but would it be enough,

to soothe one's wounded heart?

^^

Today I saw a friend,

One I had not seen for awhile,

He looked well,

And I am glad,

For he had truly worked hard.

He must be busy,

As I myself am,

But I can't help wishing,

That someday soon,

We'll both be able to catch up.

Friends had come and go,

For we're all in different places,

But the friendship remains strong,

Across distances apart,

For the bonds shall remain long,

Till days had passed,

And I had breathed my last.

Welcoming In November

well, a month remains

before the coming day,

gifts are thought about,

and money had been well-saved.

canvassing had begun

as the season draws near,

toys and clothes aplenty,

books and bags galore.

letters had been thought about,

composed throughout the day,

to be written on christmas cards,

to be given on that special day.

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october had come and gone,

and here i still stand.

alone and without love,

i continually plow ahead.

no star to guide my path,

as the wind tries to hold me back.

though love may not be here today,

i'll find it in any possible way.

christmas is due to come,

and mayhap my chance for love.

though it might not be so,

i'll still wait and see

if that someone

might even be looking for me.

alone i remained to this day,
yet not a tear shall fall today,

for the future is full of possibilites,

it makes no sense to give in to depressive thoughts.

the ice of novemeber might bring me cold,

without anyone to cuddle and hold,

but december might bring me something new,

mayhap in a person called you. :)