Friday, October 01, 2004

On Whoops and Sighs

do i have any reason to sigh on this wonderful day? the archers had won the uaap championships, there is a festive air in the school, although they are groans from many who wished today be a free day... and yet, here i sit and sigh...
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i had whooped along with the crowd through my only view of the game happening from afar, i held my breath as the game near its end, i suffered doubts as the time dwindled down to but a few measly seconds and the archers are down by two. i let out a shout as JV Casio sank a beautiful three-pointer that got us back in the lead. and mac's unbelievably lucky rebound had sealed the win with the two gift shots that he had successfully scored. the tears flowed freely from everyone's face, following the awarding ceremony... and alone, i watched from home, as crowds kept cheering and the cameras kept flashing... it was a wonderful game, to be remembered for its intensity and unpredictability...
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and now i sigh... just like every day since a few weeks past... my mind in chaos, my heart in turmoil... i am lost in feelings and visions that plagued my dreams of late... i can not explain nor would i attempt... my restlessness is showing as i await whatever this month shall bring... would it be the destined one, or shall disappointment rule this anticipating heart? i await the events destined for this month with bated breath, hope i shall force into the bottom of my heart for i shall hate to feel that i had hoped, only to plunge into the depths of sorrow and disillusionment...

2 comments:

yoles said...

hey, don't lose hope...you still have the whole month...

P-chy (crazypeach) said...

Kagaya ng sabi ko dati...don't dwell on it too much...indi naman sa wag ka maniwala...but let loose lang...alam mo naman HULA yan...gets mo naman siguro ibig kong sabihin...okay? Peace and njoy!